packing for israel.
my last night in this country for several weeks. i honestly... don't really know how to feel yet.
all i know at this point is that this is the most content and the closest i've ever been to "god's will" for my life. this is the closest to being exactly where i am "supposed" to be that i ever have been before. i am so ready to embark on this new journey. i am so ready to say goodbye to all that has been my life for the past several months.. years even. i am ready to turn my back completely on the old and embrace the new for all that it is and all that i believe it can be.
i am ready. i am ready.
i just need to keep telling myself that.
goodbye all that i once was. goodbye to the old kristi. goodbye to the brokenhearted girl that i have been for so many months. the anger, the bitterness, the sadness, the pain, the doubt, the anxiousness.. everything. goodbye.
i will emerge new, fresh, restored. and i am believing that with every once of faith that i have stored into these bones (which, honestly, may not be that much at this point)
it sounds so ridiculous and so crazy that just stepping foot in this country could erase all the brokenness inside of me. but i really believe that it can.
here i go. wish me luck.
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Getting out of the country was the best thing I ever did to get over a nasty breakup. Throw yourself into it. Lose sleep, take photos, talk to everyone. Bring a journal.
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